I miss you.

I miss calling you daddy,
I miss saying goodnight,
I miss how you were,

Daddy,
When they ruined your life,
they ruined mine too.

Why Daddy?
Why did you do that?
You could have said no.

When you did that,
you didn't realize how much I would miss you,

Daddy,
You missed so much of my life.
Why Daddy?

Daddy,
You aren't the same.
The daddy I know would have been their for me,
cheering me on.
Not at home, sleeping.

Daddy,
Why aren't you their for me now?
The daddy I know would have taken to me to a doctor.
He would have done anything,
to get me what I needed.

The Daddy I know,
Would call us a family,
but if the Daddy I have now said that,
he would be lying.

Daddy,
Why do you have to fight with Mommy?

Daddy,
What did I do?
Did I dissapoint you?
Why do you have to be so mean?

I miss calling you Daddy,
without getting the responce,
"How much will it cost?"

Daddy,
Please Daddy,
just come home.

Daddy,
Get rid of this monster,
that took your spot.

Daddy,
I miss you

More than you could imagine

I'm invisible,
to my surroundings,
to my world,
to my life.

I'm invisible,
to my friends,
to my family,
to my self.

I'm invisible,
No matter what I do,
When I do it,
How I do it.

I'm invisible,
when I cry,
when I try,
when I bleed.

But then you came along.

Your world saw me,
and understood me.

You saw me,
when no one else had.

You noticed,
the way I walked, spoke, and listened.

You dried my tears,
offered me hope,
made me smile.

So with this,
I thank you.

You have done,
for me,
that innocent,
little piece of nothing,
more than you could imagine.