I smell ADD

I know you may hate me,
but deep inside this world loves me,
Some have to dig deeper then others
I'm not another

I dont just what they say
I think I'll do it my own way
Our hearts spinning
My mind racing
Can life get better then this?

Tell me, Can life get better then this?
oOo Life is ment to be lived
And if it not,
Then suck my cock



-I wrote a really bad cheesy song, deleated the first half because it wasnt stupid enough, and then I realized that this song isnt as funny as I thought it was, and it makes me seem like an egotistical 4 year old... wait, egotistical is right before theory the mind in the process of development, and theory of the mind is about 4 years old, so really this song makes me seem like a 2 year old egotistical child. That is, being atiquate with my knowledge from phycology. -is a nerd- But yea, this is the second half of a song that combined Lady Gaga, Katy Perry, Backstreet Boys, and I think Three Days Grace. Add in it's finest? I think so :) -

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Twirp 2011

When I close my eyes,
You're what I see
When I open my ears,
I hear your sweet melody
The feelings that I have for you can not contain
You have foud a place in my heart to remain
When I'm with you I feel what I didn't know could exist
With you I found I feeling I cant resist
With you, I found love
I love you Kevin,
Will you go to twirp with me?




-need I explain this one?-

...

-he said yes-

...

-:D-

298!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-not a poem but more of like a WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?!?!?! post-


WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!?!?!
I have been safe for 298 days. Hell. Yes.
I feel amazing, like, yea, I've had some nights where its like Oh, well, this sucks, but I have been able to live through those, to this day. 298 DAYS!!!!
I'm so freaking happy now. Between Pat and Kevin I'm flying so high.
Now I really don't see why people do drugs, hell, quit the addiction and you'll be higher then ever before!

I'm doing so amazingly, and you know whats even better? Knowing I'm not going to again. I promised to many people, and I would loose everybodys hope and trust, including myself.

I can't wait to hear when Christina and Reiley hear!!!!
Well, when they go online next.

HA! THIS IS AN AMAZING DAY!!!!!
Nothing can bring me down.
I even beat my high score on Robot Unicorn Attack! COME ON!!!!
This is amazing, I think Im going to look sexually cute... like not like a hoooker: HEY I HAVE TITS COME GRAB THEM, but like a HEY I'm SO FREAKING ADORABLE AND HAPPY SO YOU SHOULD KISS ME!

Hehe. Im Sooooooo happy it's incredible. I blame the dress. I mean, I feel amazing in it and I spent like 8 hours in it. -is referringto my homecoming dress-
Yea, I went to a wedding, danced with a polish, Freshman in College Football player for like an hour straight. I love polish weddings. They had a bottle of vodka at every table. I could have done shots without anybody giving me weird looks. I didnt, but I could have. But yea, it was a crazy night.

AND NOW I'M 298 DAYS SAFE AAAANNNNDDDD I get to see Kevin today :D
Well, after the bears game. Then my dad will drive me over.

But yea, life is FUCKING AMAZING.


... and this is on the wrong blog... wow. How why did I come on this one... OOps, wrong tab.
OH WELL.



YAYAYAYAYAAYAYAYAYAYAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY



I love life and yea.


... I sound like Im on drugs, but quite frankly, I dont need drugs CUZ IM TOO FREAKING AMAZING!!!!!


-end CAPS LOCK OVER LOAD!!!!!-

I swear Im done.

:)

I hope you show the world your nothing

Walking threw halls I once owned,
with a heart I used to know
Surrounded by a sea of people,
feeling more alone

Holding hands with the one I love,
Feeling only sadness inside
Why am I out of the water,
but on edge of going back?

Why don't I know myself
or anyone else?
Why does life have so many questions
but no answer?

Does anybody hear the screams,
The cries of a once loved?
Does anybody see the mountain breaking,
Trapping all souls inside?

Can I live up to my duties,
Be better than before?
Can I move on in life,
Or open a door?

Why does life have to be lived?
Why does living have to be so hard?
Why is it so hard to move on when all give up?
Why is it that all give up and move on with no wounds to show?

Why am I sitting here staring at a once bled, a mark of many,
But nothing new to show, to hide, to own?