125 days

The number 125 is a pretty large number, don't you think?
One hundred twenty-five.
125.

It's been 125 days,
since the last shake.
125 days,
since my heart break.
125 days,
since I let him down.
125 days,
since I turned around.

125 is a large number,
125 days is a long time.
125.

It's been 125 days,
since the last shake.
125 days,
since my heart break.
125 days,
since I let him down.
125 days,
since I turned around.

To think 126 days ago,
when it seems like 125 seconds ago.
It was the worst of the days,
but the best in some ways.

18 scars still stain my legs,
18 memories still flood my brain.
18 thoughts never scease to lie down,
18 more reasons to rise above.

It's been 125 days,
since the last shake.
125 days,
since my heart break.
125 days,
since I let him down.
125 days,
since I turned around.

Tommorow will be 126.