Life of releif

I know.
I haven't really been myself.
It's pretty sad,
Having myself feel like I have to be locked up,
just to fit in.
Just to be one of them.

I've been trying to be invisable for six years.
I actually succeded in some aspects.
I've had the same schedual with somebody for the past 3 years.
He learned my name today.

But It's time to let go.
I'm turning in my cloak,
and I'm being seen.
Why not be me?
What's the worst that can happen?
Besides,
It's just one more mile to summer.
Why not make the ride that much easier?

Imagine that,
One character.
One personality.
One life.
My life.
And nobody elses.

I could trade in Katie,
and Emily,
Jasmine,
Melissa,
and all the others I've been.

Better yet,
I could trade them for myself.
Ya know?
The screaming girl thats trying to escape.

But I have nothing to loose,
And my true friends will stick by me.
And it's time to say good bye to my false ones.

If they dont like the constant singing,
Piano obsessed,
Dancing maniac,
With just a bit to much bounce in her step girl,
then they are just not worth my time.

And if they don't accept how I get depressed for no reason,
and have a life I'm trying to escape,
Then they just aren't worth my time.

If they don't accept me and the Goddess,
Well they can go pin a rose on their nose,
because I'm being me now.

Who ever that is,
I'm ready to open up to her.
So three cheers and a new life.
My life.

Now that's a sigh of releif.

And for the record, 13 days and counting.