And I will accept it.

The old girl.
Jade Moonstar they called her.
She had a lot of issues.
Those issues got to her and she fell.
She changed then,
She started gripping tighter,
She was getting dry.
The weights seemed to get lighter.
But they pulled harder.

Jade Moonstar was not the same as before.
She had lost the connection to her name with the weight.
She needed more change.
She wanted to further her recovery,
Leave her past where it belongs.

She traded her identity for a new one.
A stronger one.
One that fits her personailty.
One that shows the indigo.
One that is her personality.

Aventine Lapis Lazuli was born.
Jade Moonstar was put in the memory box.

Aventine Lapis Lazuli:
Good luck,
Creative,
Smart,
Perceviance.
Healer,
Emotional and mental well being.
Stable for herself and others.
cleansing.
Can draw out inner truth and peace.

That name suites me better.
It's a new name,
a new beginning.
A change for the better.
It's me.

For with Michael's protection and love I can survive this.
With God and Goddess with me in hand and heart I can pull forward
With a great support system to which I care deeply for,
I can over come the many challenges that await me.

Aventurine Lapis Lazuli,
My future awaits.