Quiet the mind. Ease the soul.

Just for the record,
I don't look for pitty.
I never have,
I never will.

Please don't assume,
That I'm a selfish bitch,
I'm really not.

I'm not a misunderstood child,
I try not to appear that way.
I really try not to.

Some good things do happen in my life.
Until I ruin them,
But thats okay.
At leaste I get some happy time.

Although it doesn't come easy.

Please realize,
I'm not just a stick in the mud,
I can have fun,
I can be happy,
Or I can make myself happy.

Please,
Don't judge me,
Don't stereotype me.

I'm not the easiest person to love,
I know that.

I'm insane,
I have frequent crying fits,
Depression,
and many other health issues,

But please realize,
I can be loved.
You just have to work pretty hard.
And mabey I'm worth it,
No,
I'm not.

But you can dicide that on your own.

I'm diffrent.
And yes,
I still find comfort in a teddy bear.