Monday, January 4, 2010

Confessions of my thoughts

All the things I wish I could say to you
I simply can't
For if I did you wouldn't love me,
You wouldn't be there for me,
You would never look at me the same.

I wish I could tell you what goes on in my mind
about him, about you, about our friendship
I know I can't,
you would never speak to me again.

I wish I could tell you all that is wrong.
I wish I could open up to you
I wish I could be myself and still have your love.

I wish you could see past hazle walls
You know me best,
You know me leaste,
Sadly you don't know the real me.

I don't understand how you could be so open with me,
I can't tell you what is wrong right now.

I want to open up to you
but I fear for your sanity,

My mascara isn't water proof,
Neither is yours.
You've been through a lot,
I'm not going to ruin your happiness,
I'm not going to ruin our friendship

1 comment:

  1. Yeahhh. New rule: if you have a problem with something that involves me, TALK TO ME ABOUT IT. I will take it into consideration. I know that you would want me to do the same for you.

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