I mean what I say

When you ask me whats wrong
and I don't speak strongly
I want you toknow what is wrong
but I don't want to ruin your fun

You get happy off of him
and I'm trying to let you be happy
It just doesn't seem like it

My depression shouldn't mean anything to you
Why it does,
I'm not all that sure.
You use the excuse
"your my best friend"
but that doesn't matter.

My depression can wait,
so go be happy,
My problums will still be here tommorow,
and I know they won't leave
they will be strong as ever
for when you have time for me

So go have fun
I'm not trying to guilt trip you.
I know I haven't been fun lately,
So you don't want to be with me.

You say you'd rather be with me,
but when it's just me and you,
we sit in your room,
and you go on your laptop, and talk to him,
or go online,
or play video games.
I sit and watch you.

So stop lying to my face,
as I have done to you.
You would rather be with him,
I'm just there for when you need someone to talk to.

I know your secrets
I'm the one you talk to
I get all the crazy
I wish I could say the same about you.
But thats okay,
you don't need my problums.
You're not my counsler.
If you were,
then that would suck

I don't mean to drag down your fun.
Just forgett about me,
and my problums.
I'll be here for when you remember.