Sunday, October 10, 2010

Freshman Year #15

Don't bother trying tostop me
I know what's best for me
You may think I'm stupid,
I know what's best for me.

I can deal with the consequences.
The fainting, weakness, blackouts
I've delt with them for 17 months,
I know what's best for me.

Don't orry about me,
I know how to take care of myself
I'll do what I have to do,
No matter what.

I'm not silent this time,
I'm letting the signs show
I want help.
But nobody wants to
obody knows how.
I know whats best for me.

-This started out as a suicide letter, seeing as how it was written the day after I tried to commit suicide, and that night I tried binging and self injured I want to say 13 times, but one didnt take. This was the night I got scars on my ancles that are still there today. First Stanza was written in Reading, the rest in Bio-

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