I wont back down

I was saved for 28 days.
I took 28 steps to a recovery.
I made it through hell for 28 days.
I was safe from my life.
I hid from myself.
I was safe though.

But come Febuary 13th,
I turned around and took 28 steps.
In front of 7 people,
and nobody cared enough to see.
He didn't know,
she was to concerened about not eating,
He was just all wrapped up with her.
Don't get me started on him.
She still doesn't know,
She was next to him.
He doesn't realize it.

So their I went,
Back at page one.
I fainted that night too.
But nobody ever notices me
And thats okay,
because when they do
I'm the light of their day.
In most cases that is.

So here I am,
3 days of saving myself.
But I've made it through hell,
I haven't done it for her.
And tommorow I will take one more step,
just one more step on this staircase.
One step becomes 2 steps,
2 steps become a mile.
One more mile to Jerico as the song says.
One more mile to Summer.
One more mile.
With a couple pit stops on the way of course :)

One thing is for certian though,
I won't back down.
I won't be controlled by this road anymore,
and I wont let a rock stand in my way.
I'm moving my mountain.
I have a new group to help me too.