Just another one about her.

"It's okay"
"Everything will be alright"
"You are safe"
"I care about you"
"You mean so much to me it's not even right"
"I am fine"
"Everything is okay"

I have been told these lies.
I have told these lies.
You have said them,
distributed them like candy on Samhain,
And I beleived you.

How did I not know I mean nothing to you?
I never did.
Yet you led me to beleive that you cared about my existance,
just like you lead him to beleive you like him.

I'm sick of being lied to.
I'm sick of being controlled.
I should listen to my Grandma,
because this is getting old.

I shouldn't stick around any longer,
because all you bring is blood and tears,
But yet here I am,
and there you are.

I've been dreaming a storm,
With lightning and thunder,
I've been wishing apon shooting stars,
To be let down once more

You don't know how much it hurts to see you go,
but like that stupid song,
I love to watch you leave



~I give up trying to focas back into this~